When in doubt, shoot. I needed some extreme focus combined with a splash of violence so I went to The Range and shot lots of holes in blue targets.
Last time I went I bought a nice pair of ear protectors that have electronic voice assist and also have a plug in for my Ipod, how cool is that? So I cranked up the music (Steve Earle) and spent a very happy hour trying to be better. The self defense pistol is light, draws hard and long and has a short barrel so it's the most challenging to be accurate with. It's not impossible but it is challenging. The big .357 Magnum makes you feel like a bad ass and shoots easily and accurately.
For some reason I feel much better, what's with that?
It's all good. I only think I'm in control. Which makes me do stupid things. But in my own defense I think I get most frustrated when I feel undervalued. That's when my heart starts to hurt, takes over, shuts down my brain and starts throwing the good china.
Music tonight at the Holbrooke, yeah! I need it. See you there huh?